arrrrrgggghhh!

Hi all, sorry for the silence the past few days; i am just flat out busy with everything at the minute. There's just so much to get organised with both the girls' birthdays within the next few weeks, their dinosaur party next saturday, as well as organising the kindy fundraising disco, another course this weekend, a module of coursework to be handed in next week, getting leah ready and organised for school, plus injections to be sorted for next week, I still have th eguttering to clean at kindy, health visitor appointments and an appointment for me at Manukau Breast Clinic. All within about 10 days - i'm exhausted!!!! Somewhere in there i have to make a Stegosaurus cake and a whole load of party food and actually buy some birthday presents for the girls. I've had to make myself a list of things to do each day because i'm frightened i'll forget something important!

I guess the one thing that sticks out (and i wish it didn't) is the appointment at the Breast Clinic - i think most of you know i found a large lump in my breast just before i had Heidi and had to have a whole load of tests and biopsies etc etc to check the lump wasn't cancerous; which thankfully it wasn't ; i just have to go back for a 9 month check up next thursday which i'm all nervous about. I know i shouldn't be, but i am and it's playing on my mind a bit i guess. I could just do without it being next week of all weeks, but it's a nightmare getting an appointment so i'm not going to change it, even though sadly adrian couldn't get the time off work and can't come with me for a bit of support. Plus the clinic is in Manurewa, which involves taking 4 ( yes FOUR!) buses, so that in itself is going to be stressful with the girls, added to that i have no idea where it is and my geography is not good at the best of times......ho hum. Hopefully my girlfriend will take the big two so at least i'll only have Heidi.

Ah well, i'm going to retreat to my spot on the sofa under the blanket; it's sooooooo cold! Someone stop my head from spinning please!! Lots of love, xxxxxx