all spotty...

wow, what a shock going from a ratio of 5 adults to 3 children down to just little old me against 3 children!! I feel like i haven't done this before and can't quite remember how to be a mother! Jenna and Heidi now think it is their god-given right to be carried everywhere as they have been by rather obliging grandparents, uncles and daddy the past 2 weeks, and of course they have had a rather rude awakening being home with just me again as i'm mean and don't carry anyone unless it's REALLY serious! They also got a shock when we went to the shops and *gasp* shock horror! They DIDN'T get a treat or a present from the shop!! Leah announced that it was much more fun going to the shops with Nanny and Grandad, and perhaps it would be nice if they could move to New Zealand and live next door. (i wish that too :( .... )

Have come out in a very unattractive itchy red rash today all up my arms and on my neck - not very enjoyable or attractive and am racking my brains to think what it might be - excessive crying? anxiety? over-indulgence of chocolate/wine/cafe cappucinos? hmmmm.....

Adrian is out at band practice tonight so i'm left all alone with just Easter Eggs to cheer me up. Am hoping mum and dad will ring from Kuala Lumpar where they're staying for a few nights so i've someone to talk to; i just feel rather pathetic at the moment! Anyhoo blowing you all a big kiss, j xxx