RIP Fish

Ewww, i just looked over at the fish tank whilst i was writing an email and there's a big fat, DEAD angelfish on the bottom ( huh? i thought they floated?) I am now studiously avoiding making any eye contact with the tank as it is freaking me out ever so slightly. It would have been more considerate of the dead fish to die at the BACK of the tank rather at the front where i can see him. I didn't really like them especially when he was alive but it's much worse now. I phoned Adrian and he wants to bury it in the garden. I have a horrible feeling that Heidi finished the fish off by banging on the tank - he had been swimming around a lot on his side, but perhaps her fat baby hands making mini tsunamis in his tank was just too much for him. Poor old fish.

No trouble last night although i was pretty petrified in my bed and managed to convince myself that someone was edging the patio door open very slowly. Turns out the noises i was hearing were the dishwasher clicking rather than someone coming to steal all our stuff. I was so glad to see Adrian when he got in.

I think my Labyrinthitis has come back - isn't that the coolest sounding disease??? Not cool to have - i had it after i had jenna; it's basically an inner ear disorder that can flare up at any time. I can be walking along and bam, it feels like someone's just moved the floor about a foot and spun me round at the same time; it's really disorientating. It's bad when i'm walking ( like, most of the day then!) and when i'm on the computer, that really sets me off and i feel quite drunk, like when you know you've had about 10 drinks too many and the room won't stop spinning?!! Except i haven't been drinking and it's quite horrible. Oh woe is me, blah blah blah! Did i mention yet that i wish it was summer?? What a whinge i am!

Anyhoo, best go get Leah from school; then we're off to McDonalds for dinner "because Mrs Ross said we are allowed McDonalds for dinner, Mum" and then it's concert night, so will update later with pictures.....not that it matters as most of you are asleep in any case......zzzzzzzzzzzzz