.....and they're gone :(
As quick as that, the holiday is over and i'm devastated all over again. I feel just awful now, they'll still only be waiting to board the plane at Auckland and i've already cried buckets, it's only been two hours. This is the part that i really hate, i'm so sick of saying goodbye to the people i love most in the world. And now i don't know whether i'm coming or going, whether i want to stay or go and it sucks. I just wish things were simple; i wish adrian was english and and we didn't ever have to live anywhere else. I wish new Zealand was maybe about as far as Spain, say. There are a squillion things i wish - i wish i could afford for us to come home for a holiday. I'm really hoping that we may be able to do just that about this time next year; i'm going to start the savings fund, however it's going to cost about nz$9000, so it ain't cheap and i'm not even sure it's do-able. We shall see.
Anyway, i'm going to wallow in my misery and go to the shops and buy some much-needed new clothes. Hopefully i'll feel a bit better tomorrow; the difference between this time and last is that this time i have fabulous friends who are there to give me big hugs and pick up the pieces and cheer me up - it makes all the difference. Will leave you with a selection of shots that chris took while he was here. love and miss you all xxx
1 comment:
Just to let you know we are thinking of you . Iwas nearly in tears when the beautiful flowers came from your mum and dad,so I can fully understand how you must be feeling. I am sure they will be back again real soon. Give me a call if you need someone to talk to. Will be in touch with them when they get back but if you speak to them before please say many thanks for the flowers and they really didn't need to do that.
Take care
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